I feel useless. I feel horribly useless and can't wait to stop feeling this way but I don't know when I'll stop feeling like this. I won't tell anyone why im feeling useless except a few people. Maybe in a few days, when i stop feeling useless, I will tell everyone. But i doubt that. I have mood swings you see.

I feel beaten and I don't want to try anymore. No matter how hard I try, I just don't seem to pick up anymore. Argghhh. I hope this'phase' passes. and quickly.

I AM TOO BUMMED TO TYPE ANYMORE. I AM SAD. I AM ANGRY. I AM ARRGGHHHHHHH