Ehh..

Why does life let you down?
It's like it does it on purpose. It's like it's playing a game with you. Either way it wins but there is , in that odd, unlikely and rare chance that you manage to find a way to win or find a "cheatcode" to win. But using a "cheatcode" may work but you probably will pay later in life when you least expect it. Anyways back to life. Life gives you that hope that finally everything is alright and I've got everything under control. nothing can go wrong now.

Let's take last week for example. I went to the doctor for medicine but instead received a MC for 2 whole months for no physical demanding activity. This was horrible news because it meant I would have to withdraw from all the races I had chose to take part in. ugh.
Then, there's today, the Science test and maths tests were both equally difficult but thank goodness I finished them. Unfortunately I'll probably fail both. =( .

Sometimes the world doesn't understand how you feel. Everything has changed since last year. Everything looks like it's in a mess and there's nothing I can do to fix it. There's no magic duster to clean everything up and make it tidy again. I just want to retire to my corner of the universe or my little fantasy world where people bake muffins made out of fairy dust and slide down rainbows to get their treasure chest.

I'm getting ahead of myself.
joyous of joys